My soul is flying away... But my body sticks here~

老公~ 今天我真的很開心...我只說想吃麻辣鍋,你就千里迢迢從桃園飛奔過來陪我吃晚餐...^__________^雖然我冒著要唸第三次會計的危險,但我還是比較想跟你約會啦...我覺得我們好笨喔~但是笨得好幸福...

前晚在MSN上聽著朋友F與她男友吵架的情況...
身為博士的他最後竟然一怒之下拋下女友,
一句話也不說,
一轉身就搭上車瀟灑地走了,
不顧呆立路旁的女友的死活...
好死不死F那天忘了帶鑰匙回家,
只好在外頭流浪到深夜等家人到家...
博士事後還沒種打手機道歉耶...
還要等F先開口緩和氣氛先~
我聽到博士這種不負責任的做為,
真是忍不住想罵人...

Summary of my comment on our last review (May 19th):1. We have agreed and started to implement pension contribution (LPA new scheme) on payroll/monthly pay slip to reflect previous month actions (like the way we manage overtime payment).  During the process preparing May payroll, you still included a summary based on May actual salary; also you missed to include difference (adjustment amount) of salary as the base for pension calculation.2. You should have confirmed whether to go ahead right after official completion of payroll on the Group Insurance monthy salary update to Kuo Hua.  Do you intend to follow up with Ms. Hou?3. Supplier List was firstly scheduled to check on last Fri.   I have reminded you if you would like to have more time, please let me know and keep me updated where we are.   But there is nothing I heard before late Thurs.  Then late today latest update of unable to finish.4. Employee data for Free Shares - I also said it's expected early last week, however until today.5. Hua-Lien (ALSTOM Projects Taiwan former employee) - Wendy to follow up Wed. afternoon because LI bureau inquired.  I'm not looking for reason or excuses - credibility is built by minutes and by days.6. Do not leave any of salary related information on your desk (face up).7. Perspective - supplier's list to be finished when all inquiries can be responded.  I suggest not to look from the way that you have long ago requested but people do not respond to you a.s.a.p.   They have their own priorities.  The key point is how you are going to get people to work with you, to cooperate with you.I mentioned I would summarize the feedback.  Please take them to reflect to your daily work, if you find them useful.  They're not official criticism, so no need to defend.  Improvement is to do good for yourself, not for anyone else.

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期中考考完也知道自己的成績了~
想當然耳,
平時根本混到不行的我成績慘慘慘...
就在此向我所有老師致歉...
對不起我考這麼爛讓你們蒙羞了~
我快被fire了,
請你們看我可憐讓我期末考好過吧...
拜託拜託...

雖然我嘴上總說著快讓我走~
想早早離開這個亂七八糟的公司...
說服自己沒被老巫婆打倒...
更試圖裝做我一點都不在意~
但是,
我真的好難過好沮喪...
不想看到大家憐憫的眼光,
說給公聽只會說我想太多...
看看週遭朋友,
想想自己...
我真的這麼差勁?

不知道是不是老巫婆真的太蠢,
所謂機密文件竟然就給它大喇喇擺在桌上,
也不怕有心人會瞧見...
一天到晚嫌我不知"保密防諜",
文件都不收到抽屜櫃子裏bla bla...
但是她自己呢?
我就數度"無意間"就在她桌上看的一些我不該看的東西...
我也"不小心"先知道了公司未公開的機密...
但我也是千百萬個不願意ㄚ~
它就躺在那,
我想裝沒看到都沒辦法呢~

親愛的老公...今天的我備受責難,
被淚水淹沒了一天...
謝謝你在我一通電話後千里迢迢二話不說搭車上來找我.
我知道你半夜下台中今早趕回很累,
我真的好感動...

我不是你hire進來的,
從一開始,
可能你不自覺,
但我感覺你多少對我有排斥感...
即使這樣一直以來我仍是真的敬你為主管.
我更不願讓你在別的部門前丟臉.
你生氣失望到整個週末睡不好,
老實說幾年來我沒比你好過多少.
我天天都在提心吊膽哪一點又做不好不合你意...

終於考完了微積分期末考~
也正式宣告了我得重讀或直接被三二的命運了~唉~
十年沒碰過數學了,
什麼基本常識公式等等早就還給老師了,
看著那一堆指數, lim, log....
對我來說簡直像外星文字,
努力想把它們塞進腦裏,
但是全都攪成一堆,
根本搞不清什麼是什麼了~
看著班上那堆小弟弟小妹妹,
高中剛唸完,
對這些東西記憶猶新,
對他們來講很容易融會貫通吧...

不知是不是自己天生直覺該死的強...
我已經懷疑妹與她相交6,7年的男友分手了...
今天耍心機旁敲側擊我媽,
終於得到肯定的答案...很不想放馬後砲,
但是從我第一次看到這個男孩子時我就有種直覺...
長得還不錯的他只是個嘴上講的很誠懇很有見解的人,
雖然有禮貌很熱情會打招呼跟你熟~
可是我偏偏有種很不踏實的感覺~,
覺得真正的他很大男人自以為是,
對我家其實很疏遠很敷衍,
對我妹的疼寵也很像在作戲...
在我們面前表演罷了~
我甚至感覺他可能會花心,
妹也許會被劈腿...