My soul is flying away... But my body sticks here~

截取自老巫婆E-mail:

Thinktofly,

I'm not blaming you; frankly I feel so frustrated.  And I hope you care for your own credibility from other colleagues, in addition to my (as your manager) recognition.  I am very sure that I ask you to liaise with XXX directly.  OOO and I both were not supposed to involve too much. As you should be very experienced with this work already.

終究事實證明, 我必須承認我是個在工作上只會敗事的笨蛋… 每件事交到我手上, 就算我自認盡心盡力做到最好, 但最後都會出現我unpredictable的紕漏… 然後老巫婆就可以藉題發揮~

很恨很氣自己, 為何事情都無法做到100%的完美? 我總因那一點疏忽, 造成落人把柄的錯~ 就算是成功了那99%, 但還是於事無補… 大家還是認為你蠢你不會做事~ 更不可能把你視為可造之材~ 更不會給你好臉色看…

我真的很沒路用~ 越來越懷疑留著的目的目標在哪~ 消失一切會變得更好嗎???